As he slipped the lock into place again he realised his hand was trembling. He held up his shaky fingers where he could see them better and wondered at the equally weak flutter in his chest.

The Foxhole Court, Nora Sakavic

He glanced up at sky, but the stars were washed out behind the glare of stadium lights. He wondered - not for the first time - if his mother was looking down at him. He hoped not. She’d beat him to hell and back if she saw him sitting around moping like this.

Neil Josten (The Foxhole Court by Nora Sakavic)

This last year, without his mother at his side, it meant being completely alone and adrift. He didn’t know if he was ready for that.

you never explained that change of heart. maybe i got tired of seeing kevin bend. or maybe it was the zombies. a few weeks back you and renee argued contingency plans for a zombie apocalypse. she said she’d focus on survivors. you said you’d go back for some of us.

― the king’s men (2014)

Allison crossed her arms over her chest and treated him to a pitying look. “You are one messed-up child. You come by that naturally or did your parents do that to you?”

all for the game edit│neil josten + dark green for anonymous.

Palmetto State Foxes: 

Kevin Day, Andrew Minyard, Neil Josten

all for the game edit│kevineil.

I’m tired of being nothing. You’re a Fox. You are always going to be nothing. 

“I’m fine.” (insp.)

He glanced up at sky, but the stars were washed out behind the glare of stadium lights. He wondered - not for the first time - if his mother was looking down at him. He hoped not. She’d beat him to hell and back if she saw him sitting around moping like this.